Am I Ready For You? —08/15/2023

I keep telling you to hurry up and come to me.

But am I really ready for you?

The spirits said no.

But this is the love of a lifetime.

So, I’m getting ready.

I’m preparing for you.

I didn’t understand why I kept experiencing endings.

These are spiritual detours.

I have to learn to love myself.

And to learn how to make myself happy.

And then I can truly experience “True Love” and “Happiness.”

I can’t wait to share that with you.

I have all this love to give, and motherfuckers keep hurting me.

I realized that they don’t know how to love.

That’s why they keep having endings and why they’re unhappy.

They didn’t deserve me.

But you do.

How am I in love with a dream man?

You’re someone out there in real life, though.

You’re laid back, and you’re chill.

You’re a sweetheart behind that stern disposition.

The last dream of you, you had a lil “edge” to you.

(High-Pitched Scream)

You’re kind and patient.

Why do I have to wait for you?

You’ve never approached me in a sexual way in my dreams.

It’s always love and emotions that I get from you.

You’re love, and you’re home to me.

“Come home, baby!”

Now I wouldn’t be me if I didn’t add this.

“I can’t wait to fuck the hell out of you!”

Lol….

I’m putting a rush on this healing!