Am I Ready For You? —08/15/2023
I keep telling you to hurry up and come to me.
But am I really ready for you?
The spirits said no.
But this is the love of a lifetime.
So, I’m getting ready.
I’m preparing for you.
I didn’t understand why I kept experiencing endings.
These are spiritual detours.
I have to learn to love myself.
And to learn how to make myself happy.
And then I can truly experience “True Love” and “Happiness.”
I can’t wait to share that with you.
I have all this love to give, and motherfuckers keep hurting me.
I realized that they don’t know how to love.
That’s why they keep having endings and why they’re unhappy.
They didn’t deserve me.
But you do.
How am I in love with a dream man?
You’re someone out there in real life, though.
You’re laid back, and you’re chill.
You’re a sweetheart behind that stern disposition.
The last dream of you, you had a lil “edge” to you.
(High-Pitched Scream)
You’re kind and patient.
Why do I have to wait for you?
You’ve never approached me in a sexual way in my dreams.
It’s always love and emotions that I get from you.
You’re love, and you’re home to me.
“Come home, baby!”
Now I wouldn’t be me if I didn’t add this.
“I can’t wait to fuck the hell out of you!”
Lol….
I’m putting a rush on this healing!