Recurring Dream

I was in the same place that I’m in now.

My step-brother came to pick me up in a semi-truck.

We were having a family reunion, and he was tasked to pick some of us up.

We went to my aunt’s house, and he blew the horn a few times.

“She needs to hurry up.” He stated.

And she came out of the house just as he was pulling off.

I watched as she ran after us, trying to wave us down.

We made it to the family reunion, which was at someone’s home.

I mingled with everyone and ended up in a room with a male SINGER.

He will be called the VIRGO.

We talked, and I kept interrupting him.

“Listen to me… Listen to me…”

But I wasn’t trying to listen to him.

“I’m not ready for you,” I told him.

“Can you let me talk?” He countered.

“No, let me finish,” I told him.

I explained to him that I know that it’s frustrating, but now isn’t the time for us.

He was highly upset, and we argued some more.

“If you were over it, you wouldn’t be so angry about it!” I screamed.

That shut him up.

“I’m sorry,” I said, and walked away with tears in my eyes.

I was truly hurt.

I entered another room carrying some books.

I said something about not understanding why I brought my books with me and tossed them on the bed.

END DREAM

MESSAGE

A family reunion signifies support or a need to connect with family.

My aunt got left behind and didn’t make it to the family reunion.

One of my family members is going to pass away.

It’s an aunt, but not the aunt that I saw in my dream.

The VIRGO.

The voodoo lady kept seeing the state that my kid’s father is from.

So I assumed that it was something to do with him.

No.

It’s this man.

I’m going to meet him, but the timing is wrong.

He’s going to want to pursue the connection.

But, I’m going to turn him down.

I’m not ready for him.

And I had to do a quick reading to find out why.

He’s the perfect partner.

Why wasn’t I ready for him?

I’m going to be in a period of self-love.—working on my self

I’m going to reject him due to the boundaries that I’ve set up.

He came out as the Emperor and I came out as the Empress.

But we were both reversed.

We’re both working on ourselves.

And doing the inner work—Soul work

The 10 of Cups came out in reverse—It’s a shattered dream of family and love

I pulled the 8 of Cups—I walked away from him

The High Priestess came out—He loves my innocence and high morals

He came out as the Knight of Wands and the Knight of Swords— He’s action-oriented, passionate, and fearless

I pulled the Knight of Pentacles in reverse—I rejected his offer

6 of Swords, 5 of Pentacles, and Strength in reverse— I ghosted him, and it left both of us brokenhearted and our confidence in love shaken

We’re going to have a beautiful friendship, and we’re going to love each other.

I don’t want to fuck that up.

CHILE….

BUT, even though I see in my dream that I’m going to reject him, I can choose to accept his offer.

We can always change the outcome.

We’ll see.