Dream #24 —(09/26/2023)

The Game

I was in the Bossman's home in a bedroom.

I was in the bed and settling in for the day.

"A Pimp named Slickback" came into the room and told me, "Man, get the fuck out of my room!"

"The Bossman said that I could stay," I replied.

He left and returned shortly with a little girl behind him. —This may be one of those chicks that he's with

"Whatever you hear or see, don't pay it any attention." He advised her.

And then bam! He was on me, pulling at my clothing!

"You gone give me this!" He stated as we were grappling. 👀

He gave up and finally left me.

I hurried up and left the house behind his departure from the room.

A Pimp named Slickback came outside and saw me leaving out the driveway on foot, and he ran back into the house excitedly.

In my head, I was like, "That bitch is about to have a party!"

It was a gated community, so I went to the security guards on duty and asked if I could leave a message for The Bossman."

"What message do you want to leave?" One of them asked.

A few people were checking in and out at the gate.

So, I told him I couldn't say The Bossman's name aloud, but I could leave a message on paper.

I couldn't find a big enough paper to leave a clear message on, and my handwriting was garbled.

So, I left it alone and returned to The Bossman's home.

A Pimp named Slickback had full reign of the home, and he was determined to keep me out.

I had a baby with me.

Don't ask me where the baby came from.

It was just there, and I had to protect it.

A Pimp named Slickback was strong.

He commanded the weather and used strong hurricane winds and rain to keep me and the baby out.

When I left and returned, the home had grown in size, and I was in and out of the house.

And we were running around the grounds to keep the baby from A Pimp named Slickback.

He was on our ASS!

There were other people I was trying to help, but no one was listening to me except this one woman.

And somehow, as we were trying to keep A pimp named Slickback away from the baby, she got lost because she stopped following and listening to me.

I don't know the outcome because I woke up.

But I do know that A Pimp named Slickback never got the baby.

This is a recurring dream from my younger years.

Again, I never knew who these people were back then.

The message is clear.

The baby is a new beginning, a new cycle.

The House is The Bossman.

A Pimp named Slickback doesn't want this new cycle to happen because it doesn't include him.

That's where that "I don't want you to have him." Message comes from.

And the "If he gets with you, then I'll be cut off." Message means.

A Pimp named Slickback is fighting to maintain control of his position over The Bossman.

He's a cold, calculating charmer who digs in and milks you for everything you have.

He's a user.

He doesn't care about you.

The Bossman has the coins, and he means to get as much of those coins up out of The Bossman as he can.

The Bossman has awakened.—Or at least, I think he has.

The Bossman is highly intelligent and analytical.

So, the moves that he makes confuse me.

Why do you not see what's being done?

What are you getting out of this?

Why are you continuing to lie down with the devil?

Before, I couldn't say anything.

The Bossman was a sleeping giant.

He would have attacked me if I had said anything or alerted him to what was happening.

They all do when I try to tell them. —"Crazy Lola" is what they call me

So, I have reverted to just letting it happen.

If I care enough or have enough anger or fight in me, I'll try to wake the victim up again at just the right moment.

Gut, Punch That Ass! (Either the victim or the perpetrator, or both) Depending on how much damage or hurt that they caused me while I was trying to help!

Lol...

This time, I sat back and watched the Bossman's YT lives, bewildered as to how he played into A Pimp named Slickback's hands, his games.

There is a reason why he says, "I'm smarter than everyone." or something like that.

No, you're not smart.

You're a manipulator and a user.

To him, this is a game.

A game of pocketbooks, wallets, and bank accounts...

I'm surprised he hasn't gotten anyone for their Foodstamps/ EBT yet!

Lol...

He got me for my lil Doordash money! —Talk about the lowest of the lows!

Ol' money-hoarding ass nicca!

"Now I ain't sayin' HE a gold digger

But HE ain't messin' with no broke niggas”