Dream # 31—10/30/2023

Recurring dream

Starring:

Lil Fizz from B2K

Rollie from Baddies West (She wasn’t even famous the first time that I had this dream)—

But I called her Rollie in the dream.

I was on this competition show to compete with other women to date Lil Fizz.

We were at his home, but it was huge.

It had one main house and many other businesses, and a small apartment complex on it.

We were going to the apartments, and some of the women had run up ahead to get the best rooms.

There were four of us, including Rollie, straggling behind.

Lil Fizz showed up, and he was watching us from a distance.

So, I put a lil wiggle in my strut. —Lol

I don’t know why because he’s definitely not my type.

I like ‘em a lil bit darker—Burnt

“Hey “Lola.” He called out to me and another girl. — He called me by my real name, although he pronounced it wrong.

We found our rooms, but my bed looked slept in, so I collected the sheets and went outside to locate another room and the laundry room.

Rollie and another girl joined me.

There were people and workers walking around the grounds doing things.

I got separated from the group as there was a tiger and a trainer that we ran from.

I got lost on the grounds looking for the apartments.

Then, this tall, older man found me and walked me back to the apartments.

To me, he was Fizz’s dad or uncle. —He was a family member

And he kept repeating over and over how “Lil Sizz” shouldn’t have stolen that money.

Lil Sizz shouldn’t have taken that loan.

Lil Sizz's trucking business was failing.

“You keep saying Lil Sizz, do you mean Lil Fizz?” I asked him.

He ignored my question and went back to saying the same thing.

“Lil Sizz” shouldn’t have stolen that money.

Lil Sizz shouldn’t have taken that loan.

Lil Sizz's trucking business was failing.

I blanked out for a moment.

Meaning that… I don’t know how to explain it.

Consciously, I left the dream.

I didn’t wake up.

But a part of the dream was missing.

When I became conscious again, I was in the dream, and the man was just watching me.

He knew that I’d consciously left, and he was waiting for me to come back.

This man is no longer among the living.

He’s passed on.

But he had that message for me to give.

He tried to explain it to me further, but I wasn’t listening to him.

And he knew it, and he said it too.

So he stopped talking and took me to the apartment with everyone else.

Lil Fizz was there with the women.

I saw Rollie and went and poked her in the back.

She turned around and looked at me, and it wasn’t her.

I apologized, and then I got lost again trying to find the rooms.

Like, WTF?!

Chile…

I saw Lil Fizz, the famous dude.

I don’t know why he kept saying Lil Sizz.

And I don’t know who the fuck Lil Sizz is.

But there is a message there because it’s a recurring dream.