I was lying in bed.

And I couldn’t see him, but I could feel him.

“No… No… No…!” I yelled.

And then an invisible force held me down in bed.

I was struggling to get him off of me, but he was too strong.

I complied, and slowly spread my legs.

He gently fingered my clit.

“You’re over me.” I realized.

I thought that he was on top of me.

But he was behind me and leaning over me as he held me down.

When I have these types of dreams where he pins me down in the bed, I always thought that he was on top of me.

And then he showed himself to me.

He never does that.

He’s an older black man.

With a good amount of “Beef” below the waist.

Lol…

We changed positions on the bed.

And then groups of spirits showed up at the door.

Some were by themselves, some came with children.

And some didn’t show up in color, they were faded, like a black-and-white movie.

We’re having sex and the spirits they’re telling me things and asking for help.

And then they disappear and another set of spirits take their place in the doorway.

The man stops abruptly and periodically to catch his breath and regain his composure.

“A Taurus, and an Aries… I don’t know if I can handle all of that.” He says.

Two spirits at the door drew my attention.

It’s two kids, and they’re peeking into the room.

The little boy is faded, in black and white.

The door to a room beside mine bursts open and a portly white female with a little girl appears.

The woman is also in black and white and harshly snatches the little boy watching us into the room with her.

“Why do you keep stopping?” I ask the man.

“Close the door.” He says.

And a Caucasian male spirit comes to the door and closes it.

I stroke his dick to make sure that he’s ready to go again, and we continue.

But he stops immediately.

He’s out of breath and trying to control himself.

And then I wake up.

But I could still feel him inside me for a few seconds after I woke up.

MESSAGE:

In the future, spirits will start to come to me for help.

I may become a paranormal investigator.

And help people with spiritual infestations—Demons and bad spirits

I always wanted to do that.

But I was always afraid.

Now, I’m better equipped mentally and spiritually to handle my calling.

In one recurring dream I had and wrote about, I had exorcised a demon out of a man.

And he was so happy, and grateful!

He couldn’t stop kissing me.

The older black man.

He’s one of my spirits.

So he knows about the Taurus (Entertainment Man) and the Aries (Football Player)

And he knows that it’s about to be a whole bunch of drama with these two!

Lol…

But I know, thanks to the spirits how to handle the Taurus.

He’s not going to be able to control me.

So he’s going to try to trauma bond me to him.

I’ve been through 15-plus years of an “attempted” trauma bond to a man.

Yeah, he tried that long to break me.

And he almost succeeded.

My Aries has a few issues to deal with mentally and emotionally.

And I’m here for him.

I got you, sweetheart.

That’s what an Empress / Star does.

She loves unconditionally, nurtures the soul, and heals.

She enlightens and awakens others on a soul / spiritual level.

*That’s what my “other half” was supposed to do.

But he rejected his calling.—Mocked, laughed at, and attacked me

And he even encouraged others to do it.

He uses his platform for foolishness!

It’s tragic.

But we’ll meet again, in another lifetime.

You’ll follow me back to this earth again.

You always do.

But, I’m training my subconscious / soul to reject you.

To be afraid of you.

"Never the twain shall meet"—Two things or people are too different, unsuitable for each other

It’s heartbreaking.

ME: “What’s in Georgia?”

Voodoo Lady: “A soul connection.”

ME: (Laughs)

ME: “He doesn’t want me, and I don’t want him.”

Voodoo Lady: “You don’t have to be with your soul connections.”