Everybody Hates Lola—09/15/2023

I know why nobody likes me.

It’s spiritual, and it’s also my mouth.

I’m an Aquarius.

I'm an air sign and a writer.

So I know how to use my words to offend and to gut a motherfucker.

In my younger years, bitches couldn’t stand me.

And now, in my older years, nicca’s can’t stand me.

In my younger years, it was intentional.

In my older years, I was just being “unintentionally” reckless.

I knew that this man was dangerous, and that’s why I didn’t want to take him on the first time.

I told the “Divine” no, and I let it be.

But when you’re given a job by the Divine, you have to do it or suffer the consequences.

What I was asked to do was too great.

I kind of knew why I was sent, but what hurts is the part of “why” the divine would want me to suffer like that.

I’m your child.

Why would you ask me to put myself out there like that, to suffer?

The Demons that I thought were demons aren’t demons at all.

That’s why I was able to love them.

To fall in love with them.

I saw the good in them.

They’re “Devil/Angels” —Lol

A cross between the good and the bad.

I was about to be in tears writing the part about me having to suffer so that the Divine’s work could be done.

I’m your child!

Why would you want this for me?!

“When I saw the light at the end of the tunnel”—Thank you

The Divine said, how dare you think so low of me.

I love you, my child.

I will not have you suffer!—HA!

To everyone involved in stopping the real DEMON from causing pain and hurt, I want to thank you.

And the Divine thanks you also for protecting his/her “Lil Worker”

Sometimes the Divine uses the people that you least expect to assist you.

I told my friend that I chose to view the world through a child’s eyes.

To believe what you tell me until you show me otherwise.

He told me that that was a dangerous way to live my life.

And I know that.

But If I were to see the world as the rest of the world sees it, I’d probably be crazier than what I am now. —Lol…

The atrocities that people do to one another.

I’m choosing to stay in my bubble.

And to the ones that are brave enough to face the world as it is and shield the ones like me from the true monsters, I applaud you.

In the dream, we came to a compromise.

The pic for the puss.

This is a man that I once was attracted to.

Hell, I wrote a couple of books about him.

That’s how much he turned me on.

Lol…

So I’m confused!

Why would you think that getting my puss pic would make me fuck you?

You’re not an ugly man.

I’m just not attracted to you.

You can have that motherfucking picture!

Like my daughter said…

“Not your face, not your pussy!”

She isn’t an air sign, but she got her mouth from her mama!

Lol…

That’s why her father couldn’t stand me!

Lol…

Seriously though,

There are real PREDATORS in this world.

The PREDATORS that prey on WOMEN!

MY WORK IS DONE!

And to my protectors—OUR WORK IS DONE!