You sit high, and you look low. You’ve taken what the divine has given you, and you’ve used it for your personal gain.—How dare you?

My kid’s father left me scarred, mentally and physically damaged. He couldn’t control me, so he tried to break me. —And he almost succeeded.

When you’re assertive, possessive, and jealous. And he’s assertive also, and then he asserts that pussy doesn’t run anything over here. Dick does.

“Leave these internet men alone!”—It came from someone that I no longer speak to. And did I listen? Hell no!

I don’t know how to flirt.

What are you doing in my fucking dreams? I’ve closed out this chapter of my life. I’m over the delusions and lies. It’s crazy.

Omfg… Your energy is amazing. And that “Monster” is really a third leg. —Damn… There’s intense sexual energy between the both of us.

I was walking down a path, and I looked up, and there was a mountain. And at the top of the mountain was a big shiny, sparkling thing.

I was in some kind of compound or campus or something. There were plenty of women around, but for some reason, the men’s focus was on me. I was the one that they were singling out. They were watching me hard.

What is this pain in my chest? What is this sadness?

Why am I hurting? Are you hurt?

It’s an overload of emotions. I felt it just now.

It brought tears to my eyes.

He has a sharp tongue, but he’s a sweetheart.

His silence confuses me, but when he speaks to me, there’s an outpour of emotions that overflows and melts my heart.

Your anger and pain is valid. I wasn’t empathetic to your feelings and you broke my heart with your words.

Did you know?

Did you know that he was going to fuck up?

You smug bastard.

Do you see me? Do you see how bright my light shines?

I’m a divine feminine.

I can touch you physically without touching you. I connect with your soul on a higher level.

“I’m a part of a harem.”

I was different. He treated me like I was different.

I don’t know why you’re desperate for my attention.

You’re chomping at the bit to get to me.

He’s the only thing/person holding you back. ❤️

“What had happened was…”

What was done had run its course.

He decided that he would release me. No harm, no foul. You tried it!

You took me out in this expensive-looking car. It was silver. The trunk opened up weirdly. It opened up, facing the rear window. I don’t know why that stuck out to me the most.

You’re a great kisser. In every dream I’ve had of you, you were kissing me.

In the first dream, you were standing behind me. And your dick was pressing into my ass. —Well Endowed (Damn)

I never dissect my dreams of you. I always take them as is.

But when thinking of this last dream, I have to take from it the locked room.

My “mystery man,” that’s what I’ll call you.—Even though I know who you are.

I had another dream about you.

I was in bed, and you were with me. You said, “What are you hiding?” (Do you remember saying this to me?) And you pulled the covers back. You didn’t say anything, but I saw the disappointment in your eyes.

“What makes you a woman is what you do when that storm comes. You must look into that storm and shout as you did. “Do your worst, for I will do mine!”

OMFG… You’re a gifted asshole.

No, really, you are!

You didn’t deserve my tears.

You didn’t deserve my hurt and pain.

People vibrate at different frequencies.

Every time that I interact with you, it’s never good energy.

You’re miserable and starved.

I don’t value myself. I’m a sick witch. I’m a bad friend. You will step on a soap box to fire down on my ass.—Haven’t you done enough? Ain’t you tired?

Someone tried to advise me maliciously, “If you value yourself, others will value you too.”

I knew what “value” and “self” meant, but what did it mean in this context?

People act like being a witch is a bad thing.

No, you get to pay people back for the crimes and hurt they’ve inflicted upon you.

Or you can let Karma handle it.

It’s a Vanilla way of saying that I hurt people.

I hurt them with my words when I write.

The divine was handing out slices of humble pie.

I wondered why two out of the four of you monsters had survived it.

I didn’t have the courage to face one because he’s even worse than you.

He has no conscious.

He protected me from the monster(s), and then he became the monster.

He’s in love with me. That’s why he’s trying so hard to hurt me.

I wrote about you bc you struck the first blow on the monster’s platform. You hit me, and I hit you back. We're square.

“I was like, why is he talking to me that way." Like I’m a child or I’m slow.

That’s why it took me a moment to answer.

I was playing around. In case you haven’t figured that out about me.

Say that it ain’t so.

Tell me that I’m getting the message wrong!

How are you sexually confused?

I thought that I was tripping.

Nah… these niccas can’t be gay.

It’s a whole community of “Gangstalicious” motherfuckers.

You don’t have to hurt my feelings.

Someone asked me why I’m single.

Every man I’ve interacted with on a “dating” level has always been younger than me.

Like seriously, 8 - 15 plus years younger than me.

People think that because they have money.

Or that they have fame and fortune…

That they can’t be touched.

Did I scare you?

I scare a lot of “people.”

I’ll be as nice as I can be, and I’ll try not to offend.

“Omg, she’s in your DM’s… ha ha ha…”— Tink, Tink… settle down.

How old is she?

“She’s 14.”

You didn’t care what motherfuckers said about me.

#ShallowHall—I know that you’re reading this motherfucker!

Why the fuck did you leave me in the room with those bitches?

The games that we play!

We’re just game pieces on a gameboard to y’all.

Now I wouldn’t be me if I didn’t add this.

“I can’t wait to fuck the hell out of you!”

I stay pissing you off.

I get under your skin!

Good.

Try it if you want to.

That man is a MONSTER.

You’re standing above me.

Slowly, you’re easing your dick into my mouth.

My lips lightly tease your nut sack.

I didn’t understand the dreams.

But now, as they’re coming back to me, I see now.

I didn’t know who the people were in my dreams back then.

I know that it sounds weird, but he was either dressed or in his underwear. I would look away when I saw him in his skivvies. The Bulge is real —Can I have some?

You matched my bet of $20.00.

I’m not a gambler, and I don’t know anything about it.

I’m confused.

I cease all contact with them, per their request.

I do what they tell me to do, and the next thing I know, I’m a broke bitch.

In my head, I was like, “Oh my god… He’s about to get a gun!”

So this girl and I crouched down behind a counter or large cart.

I was telling him to come with me, but he refused.

I started to walk away, but I turned back.

“We can make it,” I told him.

I knew what he wanted.

So, we came to a compromise.

I agreed to fuck him.

Last night I was on someone’s social media platform acting like a donkey.

I will not apologize because I’m owed an apology.

Your woman is out of pocket.

I’ll keep it short and sweet because that’s what it was.—recurring, and some parts are left out.

I was with this Hispanic guy (and, of course, he was younger than me) and his sister.

I was about to be in tears writing the part about me having to suffer so that the Divine’s work could be done.

I’m your child!

Why would you want this for me?!

Mr. “Hello” —You were there.

You ran right past me.

There was a war that was being raged on the streets.

I sit down at my computer, and it’s like I’m burnt out.

But I’m going to set aside time on my days off to write.

Maybe one day, my work will be made into a movie.

I got into bed with two of them.

And then the instructor comes into the room, and he says something that I don’t remember.

But he gets into the bed with us.

We were at your home, and we had just got married.

NEWLY WEDS!

This big, huge, booty male waiter delivered an order to a table near ours.

And his butt was all up in “A pimp named Slickback’s” face.

I never got to see his face.

But he came and stood behind me and pressed his body up against mine.

He hugged me from behind.

"Whatever you hear or see, don't pay it any attention." He advised her.

And then bam! He was on me, pulling at my clothing!

"You gone give me this!" He stated as we were grappling.

For no reason, I did nothing to this man.

I took those hits.

I wasn't even trying to hurt him.

I’m getting tired of fighting.

But, It’s time that I make good on a few promises.—“I get rid of my problems.”

You spoke to me, and you were nice.—Really nice

I was confused as to why you were being nice to me.

You know that you don’t like me, and I don’t like you.

If the Bossman is with “Mel & Lee,” why are you mad at me?

If you’re with “Kel & Gee,” Why are you mad at me?

I went to the bathroom to shower, and the Hispanic guy went with me.

We were showering together.

It’s been a wild and bumpy ride!—Fuck everybody

My dream men, well… 99.9% of them are now Hispanic.

I love my black men, but It’s now time to change lanes.

There was a home, a baby, and a bedroom.

And there was US.

And I was rubbing your feet.

If he is who I think he is…

*I’m going to fuck the caviar and champagne out of his ass!

From what the woman said, he was doing a good job of reading her life.

He was a cool-ass, chill-ass white guy.

The type that fucks with black people.

And then he walked away.

But then he turned around and came back.

There were four of us, including Rollie, straggling behind.

Lil Fizz showed up, and he was watching us from a distance.

So, I put a lil wiggle in my strut. —Lol

Your father is watching you and protecting you.

I just so happen to look down at his lap.—I don’t know why, Lol…

I put my hand in his pants.

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*I paraphrased the interaction with Queen Latifah.

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